minggu mellowww

not in the mood for posting blog exactly,tp jobless nih malem2 gini. dan lagi lagi gue lg sedang berhadapan dengan mood yg ga jelas,campur aduk,padahal gue abis ultah,but so what ?! mood ga liat lg ultah apa ngga. dan gue cmn bisa istighfar sering2 aja deh, daripada ngumpat berdosa, ya allah kuatkan hati hambamu ini, berilah kesabaran dalam menghadapi situasi yg kurang nyaman, amin :D i belong to allah !

so many questions, and i need an answer

Two years later , you still on my mind .. is true love just once in a lifetime ..

thanks god :)

I was still able to defend the man beside me

Say My Name by Destiny Child

exactly this song is very very old,but idk why i'm currently listening to this song now. everyone known that destiny child is over now,but beyonce is still being a singer,solo carrier right ? and beyonce has been changed her name. okay this is the lyrics , enjoying it,and you can find the song and the videos on youtube !

Say My Name

(Chorus A)

Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you, say "baby I love you"
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name
You actin' kinda shady
Ain't callin me baby
Why the sudden change?
Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you, say "baby I love you"
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name
You actin' kinda shady
Ain't callin me baby
Better say my name

Any other day I would call, you would say
"Baby how's your day?"
But today it ain't the same
Every other word is uh huh, yea okay
Could it be that you are at the crib with another lady?
If you took it there, first of all, let me say
I am not the one to sit around and be played
So prove yourself to me
i'm the girl that you claim
Why don't you say the thangs
That you said to me yesterday?

(Chorus B)
I know you say that I am assuming things
Something's going down that's the way it seems
Shouldn't be the reason why you're acting strange
If nobody's holding you back from me
Cause I know how you usually do
When you say everything to me times two
Why can't you just tell the truth?
If somebody's there then tell me who

(Chorus A)

What's up with this?
Tell the truth, who you with
How would you like it if I came over with my clique
Don't try to change it now
Sayin' you gotta bounce
When two seconds ago, you said you just got in the house
It's hard to believe that you
are at home, by yourself
When I just heard the voice
Heard the voice of someone else
Just this question
Why do you feel you gotta lie?
Gettin' caught up in your game
When you can not say my name

(Chorus B)
(Chorus A)

(Where my ladies at) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yea-yeah
(Can you say that? C'mon) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
(All the girls say) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
(I can't hear ya) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
(All the ladies say) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah..yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
(All the girls say) Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah

(Break it down) Ohh ooohh oh ooh ohhhh
(D.C., take it to the bridge c'mon)

(Chorus B)
(Chorus A until fade)

Duta Wisata Bontang 2009

yes ! this is Duta Wisata Bontang 2009 . let me tell you from right to left,ladies first . Pita,Noel,Elsa,Vivi,Adis,Tatiek,Vheny,Dysa,Rina,Vinny(me),Ajeng,Deasy. and the boys are (from left to right) Jefry H,Andre,Ferdy,Randy,Kukuh,Julian,Riyad,Diky,Jefry M,Adhe,Ray,Kenardy.

teman curhat baru

pasti tittle blog gue membingungkan ya ? gue aja bingung hehehe jujur gue lagi berantakan abis,weits berantakan apa dulu ni ? maksud gue,mood gue lagi gajelas. yap ! kadang gue bete se abis abisnya, kadang bisa girang semampus mampusnya. oke dan jujur gue menemukan seorang teman baru yg sangat bisa diandalkan untuk sharing,selain teman teman yg lainnya ya ! thanks for everything! tapi gue ga mau sebut merek,biar gue dan tuhan aja ya yg tau hauhuahuhau apadeh. eh btw postingan gue yg ini ga jelas abis ya. ya karena gue jg lagi gajelas gini,hahuhahuahhauuh someone call the doctor !

curhat colongan

hello blogger ! pertama tama gue mau ngucapin "happy idul fitri and minal aidzin walfaidzin ya!" woohoo finally umat muslim mencapain hari kemenangannya juga setelah sebulan menahan nafsu. congrats ! eh sebenernya gue rada telat ya ngucapinnya ? hehehe sorry gue ga bisa posting blog untuk beberapa hari kemaren karena gue sedang tidak bisa online di laptop,dikarenakan kepergian gue sekeluarga ke samarinda untuk mengunjungki nenek(ibu dari nyokap) dan beberapa keluarga gue yg ada di samarinda.sekalian lebaran disana hehehe gue pergi hari sabtu and came back to bontang dihari selasa. lumayan agak lama ya ? disana gue cuman ketemuan sama aron,sedangkan rudi and oji gabisa,yaaa garing abis deh kemaren sama aron wkwkwk oya,sebenernya gue ada something problem yg pingin gue tumpahkan disini.berhubung ga privacy bgt ya jadi bisa lah gue share di blog. jadi begini ceritanya,bukannya gue mau ngejelek-jelekin org tua ya,tp gue sedang berselisih paham dengan mereka,permasalahannya sepele,dikarenakan gue mau ke beras basah dengan duta wisata semua angkatan(dari 2005-2009). disana ada suatu misi,tetapi nyokap bokap gue ga kasih izin. kenapa sih ? salah ya kalo gue kesana ? kan gue kesana cuman pingin dpt pelajaran ttg pariwisata bontang. and you know what ? seumur umur gue belum pernah kesana. gile udah berapa taun sih gue di btg dan ga pernah kesana ? kampung abis yaaaa. hah sebel sumpah ! dan beberapa permasalahannya yaitu gue slalu susah dapet izin untuk keluar. yaelah udah bangkotan ini masih aja,menurut bonyok "anak rumahan itu anak yg baik" . oke kita buktikan,orang itu kan ga mungkin selalu jadi anak rumahan,suatu hari dia akan go public,kalo dia ga pernah keluar,yg ada apa ? dia kaget dengan dunia luar dan ga siap ngadepinnya. setuju ? kedua,menurut bonyok gue, " belajar itu harus dari buku " oke kita buktikan lagi,apa guna internet ? selain buat hiburan,banyak juga pengetahuan yg bisa kita dapet dari sana. kedua,apa guna percobaan ? justru dengan percobaan kita bisa lebih detail menjelaskan sesuatu,dan kita pasti punya bukti kongkrit. ketiga,apa dengan langsung terjun ke lapangan kita ga bisa dapet ilmu? justru itu yg penting. buat apa kita cuman baca dibuku tapi kita ga pernah liat bagaimana realitynya. next, menurut bonyok "dokter itu pasti kaya" big no no for it ! i disagree ! kenapa ? mari kita buktikan lagi, apakah presiden itu seorang dokter ? tidak kan ? apakah pengusaha itu seorang dokter ? tidak juga! simple, APAKAH OLGA SYAHPUTRA seorang dokter ? ga ! apakah artis artis itu seorang dokter ? ga ! apakah duta besar itu seoranag dokter ? ga! banyak pekerjaan lain yg jauh bisa menghasilkan uang yg banyak selain dokter. dan nyokap bokap gue pingin bgt gue jadi dokter,tp sorry gue ga bisa. hati gue ga kesana,gue pingin jadi seorang psikolog. bukan dokter. maaf ma,yah. oke cukup sekian,gue rada badmood sebenernya hehehe bye blogger see you !